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alright so much so that i'm feeling to tired and sleepy i actually skipped class like now. Its not a smart choice but i know if i carry on this way and i'm gonna have trianing later, i will be a dead chicken. I NEED MORE REST! Anyway, if wanna ask me hows life? my answer to that question will still be the same. It has always been like that... <--- haha this sentence reminds me of somebody... Anyway, i spend my whole sunday eating awesome Mexician food and Mr Glosz' place and drinking but you know being me skipping sunday training i kinda felt uncomfortable about it. so yea but this kinda thing are like once a year. So yup... I must say i ate alot. At times i just wonder am i walking out of the past? I dont know or the past is still hunting me? Whats with all the thinking through of the past memories and sadness that i've gone through. Let it go will be what i think but what about my feeling deep inside? How come i still feel the ache whenever i think of it... Can you please send the future to me? when do you wanna let me wait till or when will you stop punishing me because of the past? YOU HEAR ME UP THERE? WHEN WHERE HOW??? i live life with no regrets??? i dont think so... How come i have to do something just to not think about anything and some people don't? How come i have to keep things deep inside and others have their another half to talk to and share with? Life is never fair and have never been fair screw it. Sorry guys i just need to rant it and i will feel alright... Anyway, i will put my full concentration on later's training. to RPC JUNIOR TEAM: Guys, Polite is really just round the corner. I know it means alot to you guys. I just wish that we can go through all this tough time together and win what we aim for. We come so far together and i guess we wish to see tears of joy that all our effort paid off. Training is tough i agree but we still endure it agree? I just wish to see the team grow into a better stronger team. I know we can do it because all we need is to do it and really really put our 101% of hardwork. See you guys later in training. I wish to see all of you guys. Take care and rest well.
