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hmmm after what happen like 5mins ago when i recieved a call from someone and telling me that persons problem and me being a ear to listen, this thought actually came into my mind. I kinda question myself alot. One of them is, why am i in the canoe team or in the first place why did i join it? why am i fighting so hard to fight for the slot for polite? <---- this is becos i promise someone i will be in and i will compete on water by then. Its the first ever promise to someone in RP. okay another question, why is life so screw up now? why am i feeling so down almost everyday of my life? why must i wake up so early to go for a jog when i can sleep? why why why and billions or why. I realise not all of this question asked could be answered. Times are really going bad for me. But should i hang in or not? Does it really matter? I mean even if i kept all my promise, will it change my life? people always say you say it, you promise it, keep the promise... But will anything change for the better? Have you guys ever thought it through? Hmmm... people do change in a blink of an eye. But have they ever ask if its for the good or bad? that i dont know because all i know is when someone change , they change without knowing they actually did. But people who sees that someone change will actually pinpoint and blame that you change. But have they actually thought so why? Why cant they just talk to you to tell you that you've changed? See those are the question i thought of and its really happening in reality. You go everywhere of your life, you will see it. Gee i guess its hard anwsering those huh? Anyway, work and training really really kills. I am so tired? But then again, why am i holding on to life like that? look another question just popped up. Life is complicated huh??? haa i thought so too. firstly, i cant wait for the nike run on sun and lastly i cant wait for the sem1 class outting on tues! I MISS THEM I MISS HER... HEEEEEEEEE alright la i'm going for a jog. Enoy this post and know what? Maybe you guys should fill your mind with those questions and think through life. Orelse even when you grow as old as 30 or 40 you will still be as ignorant as now like some idiots. HAAA just joking. PEACE
