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Alright people updating my blog. Yes once again i'm in class twisting and turning my chair just finished my RJ. Its been afew days since i updated my blog so yeah, sorry guys due to my down feelings i have and the pain in me. So as i said in the previous post we had strength test on mon. I think i did okay for it as the weights we carried are around some of the seniors. Well, maybe because i let all my anger out??? I dont know. But whatever it is, we have alot of roomk for improvement still. When home with a dull feeling that night but on my way home, i recieved a call from lailai and she was sobbing asking if i could meet her. Although i felt dull i thought it would be good if i just talk to her and make her feel better. So met her at Elias Mall and get her the think she can't buy-.- (always ask me to do does sinful stuff!!! YOU BETTER QUIT SOON!) so we when to a voiddeck near basketball court and had alil chat. Telling all the feelings and how we are now. I'm telling you life is miserable! So when home late and i was tired shag and dull. Always telling myself tomorrow is a new day and it will be better in time to come. HOPEFULLY!!! so yes tuesday was land training, i still felt dull and moody and anger due to the convo i had with nicole. It doesnt make any sense to me at all. Whatever it is, i'm not harping over it anymore. Whats over it over and i've thought it through. The girl i once loved for 1yr+ had changed so even if we are back together again, she will not be the girl i loved. So whats the freaking point? The nicole i knew is always with me but no longer existed. Never will she come back. Thats why i'm sad. Because i missed the girl i once knew. The girl that i close my eyes so tightly and kissed her. The girl that made me smile. The girl that i slept with through the night with warmth and comfort. The way she say "BABY QWIT QWIT ME!" (its our term of saying you bully me) and the way she give me that sad adorable face. Shes gone!!! So anyway land training was alright but i increased all the weights but still i can't feel the pain even though i was tired. So here comes today with freaking cognitive which i think i will go off soon! I'M SKIPPING THE BITCH CLASS! SICK SHIT MAN! Water training is later. Muscles aching but i'm feeling much better though... alright i shall stop this wordy post.