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BUUUUAHAHAHAHAH vomit blood.. NEHNEH science is a piece of shit man... I don't understand it GOSH!!! And with thta nerd faci that think his so funny. Jeezzz SAVE ME MAN! Transaction my butt man. I wanna leave but noone is leaving with me or okay i'm lazy to ask anyone. SICK SICK SICK... Yesterdays was my rest day haha MAM COOKED PASTA YAY!!! I finally had home cooked food after so long. So i rushed home for dinner! WOOHOO! No doubt that the pasta was awesome. YUMMY YUMM! Anyway thanks for those were cared and concerned for me HAHA esp my canoe members. They always make me laugh and irritate me like crazy or i'll be the clown haha and somehow i always laugh like crazy and put my troubles behind. Cecilia and Michele saw me at HAVEN ystd and they say "nic why so skinny? You've gone skinny alrdy!" HAHA i didn't know what to reply but somehow there are two reasons. One is it might be the training second, might be the stress and troubles. Mama say i'm like a skinny monkey now! And i was like WHAT!!! Bro say i look so old and mum say its because i slimmed down. Oh god! Is that good or what? Well, norlyn always say i'm FAT. So i have no idea. Anyway, i'm feeling freaking hungry. I need food! Oh yay! gonna watch MUMMY 3 later man. COOL... anyway i shall stop here... HEE
Alright so i've just given up another UT because i know nuts about computing! SADNESS huh! So anyway, ystd was my water training because once again i skipped school and i went down early with mat, bobby, ben and also wilson-.- ahaha JUST JOKING... So we did out warms and twisting then gather and MR TOH asked to gather and so we did. HAHA his one of our coach. We have to paddle eight rounds the BIG one. EASY PADDLE it was. to was ok and well i love paddling so no complains. After which the rest of the juniors came after sch. So they only did 5 rounds the small one and me and wilson took T2 down to paddle. I was the front man carrying at 98KG at the back of my boat and i have to break water. IT WAS WOOOHHH.. haha but anyway it was fast alright. So i decided to ask MR TOH to let me take K1 (OH MY K1 is NO JOKE) i took a tiger K1 and the first time i sat in it. Splash! I capsize! First junior who tried K1 and tell me about it. IT WAS FREAKING DIFFERENT FROM T BOATS MAN!!! I cap UBER TIMES. Time after time with so many seniors and coach watching and telling me what to do. I stay on the boat for quite some time an then again cap!!!! HAHA i will never give up trying man. Ystd i almost pull my frist stroke in K1. I'm gonna try in again and again. NEVER BACK DOWN (opps isn't that a show) haha yea but i'm serious. i'll never give up. Then when up and do my 60 pull ups with the rest of the junior boys. HEADED FOR THE SHOWER! and then its my lovely YONG TOU FU time HAHA somehow ever since we trained at LSR, i've been eating YONG TUO FU like forever! Its awesome man! trust me! And well headed home after then and had a good rest. I must saying after days of pushing all my sadness and anger out. I'M FEELING SO MUCH BETTER. HAHA I'M SO GOING TO SWENSENS! HAHAHA LOVE THE AD MAN.
Alright people updating my blog. Yes once again i'm in class twisting and turning my chair just finished my RJ. Its been afew days since i updated my blog so yeah, sorry guys due to my down feelings i have and the pain in me. So as i said in the previous post we had strength test on mon. I think i did okay for it as the weights we carried are around some of the seniors. Well, maybe because i let all my anger out??? I dont know. But whatever it is, we have alot of roomk for improvement still. When home with a dull feeling that night but on my way home, i recieved a call from lailai and she was sobbing asking if i could meet her. Although i felt dull i thought it would be good if i just talk to her and make her feel better. So met her at Elias Mall and get her the think she can't buy-.- (always ask me to do does sinful stuff!!! YOU BETTER QUIT SOON!) so we when to a voiddeck near basketball court and had alil chat. Telling all the feelings and how we are now. I'm telling you life is miserable! So when home late and i was tired shag and dull. Always telling myself tomorrow is a new day and it will be better in time to come. HOPEFULLY!!! so yes tuesday was land training, i still felt dull and moody and anger due to the convo i had with nicole. It doesnt make any sense to me at all. Whatever it is, i'm not harping over it anymore. Whats over it over and i've thought it through. The girl i once loved for 1yr+ had changed so even if we are back together again, she will not be the girl i loved. So whats the freaking point? The nicole i knew is always with me but no longer existed. Never will she come back. Thats why i'm sad. Because i missed the girl i once knew. The girl that i close my eyes so tightly and kissed her. The girl that made me smile. The girl that i slept with through the night with warmth and comfort. The way she say "BABY QWIT QWIT ME!" (its our term of saying you bully me) and the way she give me that sad adorable face. Shes gone!!! So anyway land training was alright but i increased all the weights but still i can't feel the pain even though i was tired. So here comes today with freaking cognitive which i think i will go off soon! I'M SKIPPING THE BITCH CLASS! SICK SHIT MAN! Water training is later. Muscles aching but i'm feeling much better though... alright i shall stop this wordy post.
Alright i'm updating my blog once again. Been busy and my new wireless at home could only be activated by 31st... SIAN okay let me start of with my sat because seriously i can't recall what i do or what happen before sat. HAHA STM! Oh well, as you know my weekends are always packed with trainings after training... So yes sat was our trime trial on 2k... Although only two juniors made the 12mins time mark which is me and kenneth but i'm really disappointed with the result i produced. I believe i could have do it better if i really pushed everything i had that day but guess what saying i shoud i shoud will never help and happen because its over. At every race you can only give everything out because even if you say i should, you still lose the race. Thus, i will still train harder and harder. Sun was 10k... Tired man!!! I came is first woohoo! but still i have alot of room to improve. GO GO GO NIC! Coach say some of the juniors are gonna get into K boats this week so i'm waiting for it. POLITE is just round the coner. Theres no more time to waste but to train till the best form and fight it on water. ONLY THE BEST WILL COMPETE! Its tiring but iits worth well. All the hardship will turn into tears of joy. I don't want to let anyone down. And today i'm gonna have strength test. Wish me the best of luck man!
Another shit day! ITS SCIENCE ONCE AGAIN! i wanna skip but guess what, i've already used up both my lifelines... SIAN!
BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!
WOOHOO! Once again, we skipped school! HAHA so... yes i'm now in the library watching movies and blogging instead of killing my brain cells. HAHA Anyway, had training ystd. wasn't content with my performance. We had one set of sprint set due to the limited time given. I was the only guy taking T1 with the girls and the rest of the boys was put to T2 HAHA how sad... Joking... Oh well, i had to start the race 30 sec after the girl "burst" off HAHA... So i bursted off after 30sec i swear it was our first sprint race but its not an excuse. I caught up with all the girls but left with one. Didn't manage to kill that prey hahahhaa... TOM YUM PURPOSELY LET ME EAT HIS WASH KNN!!!! And xiaojun eat my lane and stop in front of me! WTH!!! HAHA i swear if all this happens in the race all of us will be DQ! Girls gotta stick to your lane man. HAHA oh well i will never be second again! NO MORE! I'm working and learning from everything. I will never put my body first but i'll put it at risk. NICHOLAS IS STILL A SNAIL IN T1!!! FRUSTRATION HITS ME!
I GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP...
"don't love me for fun girl, let me be the one girl. Love me for a reason, like the reason be love." Played this song on my way to sch using my phone which i used love's phone to send it to my phone ystd. Hmm... hearing it i felt... i don't know. It felt like that kind of feelings i can't really explain at all. It make me remember those days when we really had the time going out spending time with her. As in having dinner with her blah blah blah. I guess the last one was Swensens. I miss those days and i missed spending time with her. Some how or rather i can't make myself move on. Don't know what to do at all. Does she remember about those time? ............ Anyway, i've been pushing my body over and over again. I've been running and gyming since last week and i will do it again today. Yes no rest. i can feel my body breaking but no i shall get myself tired out and die flat. So that i can rest well... oh we did this ystd for the PRESIDENT!
HELLO HELLO HELLO!!! Its culture today and culture UT! Blah like totally! Anyway, we(me and my classmates) left class halfway as we got sick and tired of VB Codes. And guess what more then half the class turned up though. HAHA we skipped class and went to CWP to watch "HELLBOY II" it was well for me alright only la. Some parts are funny but i guess as the whole, we enjoy the part where they sang "can't smile without you" haha we started singing too like till now. HAHA It was fun but guess what some asshole spoil our day man! I wouldn't wanna say it because i really felt like punching his fuck damn face but if u really wanna know you can ask me. HAHA UT was alright today. Hopefully i did well. Can't wait for class chalet or outting whatever they plan i'm fine with it. SO BORED LA CLASS!
NBC was yesterday though i gave up taking part in it but still deep in my heart i'm always with SMU. Well, i guess if you wanna do something and strive on it we got to sacrifies one. I won't regret and i won't turn back. CONGRATS SMU and GOD DADDY! HAHA WELL DONE GUYS! YOU GUYS ROCKS AND I MISS PLAYING MUSIC WITH YOU GUYS. They've got DISTINCTION for NBC which wasn't suprise at all under the barton of Mr David Anthony Glosz. HAHA anyway, we (some of the canoe memebers) went to sentosa to let our brains free. SO... let me let the picture talk.
I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU
Hey yo yes yes i am updating my blog... HAHA as i said i was busy like almost everyday. Anyway, i missed UT!!! Irritating SHIT. I woke up early just to be school early and be a good boy today but guess what! I need to miss two bus and yes thats the reason why i miss my UT! SIAN! And u know going to school in the morning and suddely all the shit happens to pour out trouble you. Anyway, its settled i guess.. Yesterday went training and a couple of pictures taken when i was paddling ... OUT!
WAHHHHHH i feel like crying NEHNEH i screw up UT again! SHARKS!!! Hmm... but anyway i felt better today after yesterday's forceful run when i reached home. I felt hurt and moody yesterday and so i left class because i know even if i stay i will hardly present and whats more i kinda like speak to my faci in a bad tone like though she was the one that provoked me. I must say i'm sorry and i'm sorry my team mates for leaving just like that. When to cafe galeeli to slack then finished my rj and went home striaght. I didn't plan to do self training. So when home changed into my pt and head down ran all the way to pasir ris park. ran for 1 hour under the rain. I throw all my feelings out when i was running. Yes it was tiring. But still i felt good after that and now i''m CONTENT! haha my topic today is WHO AM I? hahah gtg man OUT
Blaahhh... computing again! SIAN! Oh well people luaghing loudly in class and me emoing once again. Nevermind me. Had training ystd and sat. Coach was happy with my performance and he wants me to improve and keep my progression. Couldn't sleep last night due to the full of thoughts in my mind. It sucks when you can't sleep at all. I'm so restless and weak. Slacked with maties after training last night as usual for 3 consecative weeks. HAHA yea but my day wasn't good at all. Not at all. K la i hhave nothing much. So.. i guess i'll stop.
Have you ever ask yourself how can you love someone for so long despite many things that happened and knowing that she or he will never accept you no matter how much love to put in? I still can't figure it out... sorry for the random post though. it so damn boring la. HAHA anyway today i will try not to play my game and concentrate to do my work. ARGGGHHH still can't figure out man! WHY? i've been thinking for so long man.
Then again, i haven't blog like for many many days and yes i'm guilty. Anyway, life have been busy and yes i will not really complain much on how busy my life is because all this busy-ness that i'm having now is because of me. I WANT IT. Oh well and yes theres a reason behind it. HAHA anyway just had training with the seniors today. 1.6m slow jog for warm up then 800m maintian sprint followed by 400m full burst sprint and lastly 5 sets of 100m full sprint. Yes it might sound easy but no its not. After all the sprinting we had 400m slow jog. HAHA i lost track on the total distance we ran just now but anyway counting it back, we ran a total of 3.7m of sprinting. WOW!!! After sprint we had gym and then abs training. And because i have to get my sea monster(only norlyn can call me that!!!) hair cut. And yes my hair is really short! WAHHA so bernice and i took shower and guess what after bath i felt so super refreshed. Its like i felt so super active man. HAHA so cool isn't it. Anyway thats all i did today and now i'm home slacking my ass off. HAHA lazy lazy. FINALLY NO UT FOR THIS WEEK YAY! ok it was very random i know! *roll my eyes Anyway, its my rest day tml so.... i'm gonna rest. HEE :)
